Time to go home

After going through few months of uncertainty, i'm official going to relocate back to my hometown.

Recall back, I have been away from home for the past 6 years and sometimes i just miss where i come from. Alot ppl have been saying that, that small city has no future, boring, outdated, expensive properties and massive traffic jam. But i manage to find a job which i think i would like at my home place, i guess should has nothing to complain rite?

Waiting~ Waiting~ Waiting~ the path in front become brighter, future seems great, i hope this is a right choice for choosing the path to start rebuild my career.

   Just like a coloured rainbow in a black and white photo,
 its like a path leading to a more exciting journey

I did not like my current job where i am lack of motivation and determination because most of the time, my dedication and hardwork just cannot get the needed recognition and job satisfaction from anyone. I come far away to penang and i have alot to prove so i just cannot wait for "time will come".

Penang is a nice place, variety of food, full of Chinese culture and peaceful community. I dont felt like a stranger at herem but its just not my place after all.

By the time i left, i would have spend 10 months at this island city. I have great friends and buddies at here where we have gone for lunch, dinner, movie, mountain hiking, climb mount KK, local trip, birthday celebration and alot more if to mention. All of these, are great things to remember throughout my whole life.

My life is filling with colours and this is what i call a meaningful life filling with precious moments and memories.

Lost track

I think i have lost my patience and focus on what am i doing for quite sometimes. I'm not at my best due to obstacle and problem in front of me. I start to question myself and confuse. Or this is the thing that i am lacking all these times. Is this my weakness? or I am not doing something that i'm good at.

All in all, i felt my capability has downgraded. I have alot of question, lack of motivation and direction. Future seems hopeless. I hate to live in a life full of uncertainty, because i do not expect any surprise, i expect to see what it is suppose to be, the thing that is under control and predictable. I am actually warning myself with my blog...

Full of anxiety

Last year this day, it was 2010 FULL STOP. This year, It is 2011 FULL STOP. Great year to remember. Great Ending for everyone and hopeful for a great year of dragon next year. xD.

Personal Appraisal

Today, when i look back at the small but thick 200 pages exercise book, I saw a list of targets that i have wrote in it. Back to the beginning of the year, I have set 10 targets to be achieved. So far, i have achieved 90% of it and i'm relieve. After more than 15 years of study life, setting goals and direction is useful because now you gonna decide your own successful path and there is no longer parents' decision.(Ofcourse you have to take their advice seriously la, there grew you up from a baby who knew nth)After all, "they ate porridge more than you eat rice la".


My meaningful 200 pages achievement bible.( but i just manage to used up the first 4 pages on it only, xD )

The remaining 10%, i'm still working hard to achieve it by reading alot of books, articles, doing research. I guess some of you might have knew by now what am i talking about. All of this will contribute the the aim of my life time. ( wait i achieve it only will stating out. xD)


No jokes, need spend alot of times lo, if not enough time to use, this is how i do it.................

Recently, one of my colleague manage to answer a question that has never been on my mind b4. When you have siblings that are much older than you for maybe 7-8years and above? You tend to be more mature because you want to have some talking topics with them and also influence by them. I strongly agree with it. During secondary school, i also like that. That's why alot ppl say i'm just acting mature because doesn't want to let ppl say i'm childish. I did feel bored also sometimes for being not childish enough. LOL


Mature doesnt mean with alot of beard and wear sunglasses ok?

Once a while, come back to read what i have wrote few years ago in this blog, i also felt meaningful. Syiok Sendiri? haha, yeah rite

笑话

某日，一辆NISSAN ＳＫＹＬＩＮＥ　ＧＴＲ在高速公路行驶时遇见一辆Ｋａｎｃｉｌ抛
锚停在路边，便好心的伸出援手。
ＧＴＲ：我把绳子绑在你车，然后慢慢拖到附近的车厂。如果驾得太
快，你便闪高灯好让我慢下来。
就这样ＧＴＲ拉着Ｋａｎｃｉｌ在高速公路上慢慢行驶。
途中一辆ＭＩＴＳＵＢＩＳＨＩ　ＥＶＯ．９在超越ＧＴＲ时猛踩空
油挑衅ＧＴＲ。
ＧＴＲ便与ＥＶＯ．９飙了起来。
... 已失去理智的两位“车主”没有察觉草丛有拿着车速感应器的交警。
交警看了车速感应器的荧幕吓了一跳。
便拿起手中对讲机与前面设路障的同事报告：“我真的不敢相信！一
辆ＧＴＲ与ＥＶＯ．９在时速２５０公里并肩的飙着，一辆Ｋａｎｃ
ｉｌ竟在后面猛闪高灯要它们让路。。。