Dec 31, 2010

Dec 25, 2010

愿望·

还有3分钟,圣诞节就结束了,我想在这一刻许下一个不可能实现的愿望,但愿有奇迹吧!我想xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx,xxxxxxxx,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx,谢谢你. 这就是我的愿望。每年我都会期待和等待。。。祝大家圣诞节快乐!

Nov 18, 2010

Quote of the day

I always tell myself that i predict my own future because i believe we were borne to decide our own destiny. Rather, i see the future of others but i cant see mine. Maybe i couldnt understand myself at the first place.

Oct 9, 2010

Life at Kuching

First week in Kuching

It has been a while since i last come back to kuching, and this time the feeling is still the same, always that comfortable and lovely but added with sight different life this time because it's the beginning of my trainee life of 3 months.

First 2 days was going through the induction course and orientation. While the following few day i was able to know my supervisor and all the department member.I was quite surprise as they were very friendly because if i were them, i will be very worried if a new ppl coming in as he/she might threaten my position level. I hope i'm very wrong.


Lolz... Seems very professional ya? not really that nice actually, damn hot with it


In the cleanroom(where everybody wore like a mummy!) is where i spend most of my working hours. It's quite tough for me actually as there is no toilet inside and the humidity is very low. i felt like almost getting sicked the first few day but it's getting better now. I was able to see how hard they work and committed to their responsibility and no doubt, they gave me alot of psychological pressure. Dealing with the equipments for manufacture processes is really not an easy job. I got to know here was no longer a uni where you can request the lecturer to repeat again, because at here, they will only mention 1 and only 1 time of what they have taught.

Unfortunately i do not have good memory, so i felt this is the most difficult part. One of the engineer who try to teach me how to use the operating system of the tool seems like expect me to know how to use the tool. I think he getting fed up to teach a newbie like me as he also have alot of job to do in the meantime. I can felt that he dint like to explain much and always try to tease me~ LOLZ. but anyway, i shall take it as a method to motivate myself and will not blame him.

The engineers and technicians there is very experience and hopefully they are willing to spare some of their valuable knowledge to me, so that i can have a easier path upon my graduation. i hope they do not take me as a threat for their working position and avoid teaching me new stuff because compare with the way they work, i have no chance at all to compete with them. I just hope to learn more and built more interest in this field. Hopefully, they know this is my only aim.

So this is the first week of working life. Social life? still adjusting~

Sep 7, 2010

Lost

I was lost but i realized it. Time to back on track~ It's not going to be easy

May 8, 2010

Happy Mother's Day

Today, every children would love to wish their mother, Happy Mother's day and of course i'm also one of them. Mum, you know how much i hope you will be able to know how much i love you. I never tell you this but i must let you know, you are the best, nobody can replace you in my heart until i die.What you have done for us will never be forgotten. i stopped at where you left us because i do not want to forget all the sweet memories that you had brought to us. It's too precious.....

Mum, everyday is a happy mother's day for you because you are loved by all of us every moments and these never can end i promise.

I felt better now after tell you these... Hope that every children out there appreciate their mother's love by wishing them a very warm Happy Mother's day.

Apr 15, 2010

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Seems never end!

It's just next week before my semester end but unfortunately, still have 1 lab test, 2 report and 2 assignment to submit~~. Then will have final exam again before heading to vacation. Oh yeah, vacation! This will motivate me to keep on studying!

Jan 28, 2010

New year, New hope

I guess now is still not too late for a new year blog~

New year come with a new me, life is still very neat in the beginning and hopefully it is not getting any messy in the end like every year did. Fresh target and motivation, new challenges and courageous. New year is just so great with new hope and new chapter in my life. Hopefully 2010 will be a meaningful year that bring happiness and joy to everyone i care and love. That's a new year!

Talking about something historical, last year have been a great year if not the best since my disastrous year 2007.

During 2007, I have been through one of the toughest moment of my life where disappointment, depression, confusion, distraction and a lot more come at once into my brain. You wouldnt want to imagine it as the situation is forcing me to start thinking of doing something insane. Can you believe this? No matter how calm are you, once you are in a situation that you never face before, you would never be you, yourself again. The most pity is when you are depressed enough but still you have to keep everything to yourself.

I have to say, i'm good in keeping everything to myself although i almost vomiting "blood" by doing this but still, i have no choice because i'm not used to telling others about my real problem. I admit i dont really know how to release pressure and tension so i guess if i doesnt change, i might end up getting high blood and maybe.........



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Fortunately the supportive words from my family lift me up and gave me a chance to start thinking something from another perspective which I learned from the book "DARE TO FAIL" i thought it's just a.... hmmm comic? when my brother bought it for me when i was in secondary school but somehow, never thought it would be a source of courage in a once the darkest moment of my life.



"Dare to Fail" Strongly not recommend for those who never failed



Just like waiting for a lift, we thought it's the end of the world when we miss one but maybe another lift beside is opening big for us to take? Why not looking from another perspective? Life might be better

"Failure is just like a roundabout on the path to success" This is one of my favorite term from the book. Well, it's still way to go from success, but so far... so good~~




It might be complicated driving along the road looking for which interchange to take but once you found the road sign, you will be able to found your direction. In another words, you just need a guideline i guess

I have to say i hate someone who keep complaining of how badly their life have been as they do not know how to appreciating it. A lot of ppl told me that by easily getting satisfied, we will never improve and we are just standing at where we are forever~ Well, this is reasonable but how do you calculate "enough"? is it finite and calculable?

In my study, i sincerely had to thank some of my friends who is willing to help me in realizing my problem and gave me a helping hand. I really appreciated it. Other than words of appreciative, i can only promise that whenever you need my help, indeed i will be there.

This blog might be bored or bullshit but i'm still willing to share something from my own experience and i wish those who is facing problems, All the best and keep in mind, there is always a better tomorrow.