New year come with a new me, life is still very neat in the beginning and hopefully it is not getting any messy in the end like every year did. Fresh target and motivation, new challenges and courageous. New year is just so great with new hope and new chapter in my life. Hopefully 2010 will be a meaningful year that bring happiness and joy to everyone i care and love. That's a new year!
Talking about something historical, last year have been a great year if not the best since my disastrous year 2007.
During 2007, I have been through one of the toughest moment of my life where disappointment, depression, confusion, distraction and a lot more come at once into my brain. You wouldnt want to imagine it as the situation is forcing me to start thinking of doing something insane. Can you believe this? No matter how calm are you, once you are in a situation that you never face before, you would never be you, yourself again. The most pity is when you are depressed enough but still you have to keep everything to yourself.
I have to say, i'm good in keeping everything to myself although i almost vomiting "blood" by doing this but still, i have no choice because i'm not used to telling others about my real problem. I admit i dont really know how to release pressure and tension so i guess if i doesnt change, i might end up getting high blood and maybe.........
VOmit like this lo...
Fortunately the supportive words from my family lift me up and gave me a chance to start thinking something from another perspective which I learned from the book "DARE TO FAIL" i thought it's just a.... hmmm comic? when my brother bought it for me when i was in secondary school but somehow, never thought it would be a source of courage in a once the darkest moment of my life.
"Dare to Fail" Strongly not recommend for those who never failed
Just like waiting for a lift, we thought it's the end of the world when we miss one but maybe another lift beside is opening big for us to take? Why not looking from another perspective? Life might be better
"Failure is just like a roundabout on the path to success" This is one of my favorite term from the book. Well, it's still way to go from success, but so far... so good~~
It might be complicated driving along the road looking for which interchange to take but once you found the road sign, you will be able to found your direction. In another words, you just need a guideline i guess
I have to say i hate someone who keep complaining of how badly their life have been as they do not know how to appreciating it. A lot of ppl told me that by easily getting satisfied, we will never improve and we are just standing at where we are forever~ Well, this is reasonable but how do you calculate "enough"? is it finite and calculable?
In my study, i sincerely had to thank some of my friends who is willing to help me in realizing my problem and gave me a helping hand. I really appreciated it. Other than words of appreciative, i can only promise that whenever you need my help, indeed i will be there.
This blog might be bored or bullshit but i'm still willing to share something from my own experience and i wish those who is facing problems, All the best and keep in mind, there is always a better tomorrow.
