I think i have lost my patience and focus on what am i doing for quite sometimes. I'm not at my best due to obstacle and problem in front of me. I start to question myself and confuse. Or this is the thing that i am lacking all these times. Is this my weakness? or I am not doing something that i'm good at.
All in all, i felt my capability has downgraded. I have alot of question, lack of motivation and direction. Future seems hopeless. I hate to live in a life full of uncertainty, because i do not expect any surprise, i expect to see what it is suppose to be, the thing that is under control and predictable. I am actually warning myself with my blog...
Full of anxiety
